scott and jenna are there own adults and they can stick up for themselves, and i understand it, but dont tell me i cant stand up for people all the time, i mean, look how many of your friends are standing up for you. I was just trying to tell you my opinion, after all, this whole thing is proving that anyone can have opinions. It's just the way you put it out there that made me mad. Would it have hurt you or anyone else to not have posted it? No, you just posted it to get a response full of hate about them or something, thats just the way i see it, i mean, closet freaks, i will never lose myne to scott mcglothlin in a closet!!, thank God i never considered dating him. To me those seem a little un-necessary. And if my mr. best friend was talking about it, then let him, you dont have to do what hes doing. how many things have you told me recently? at the ave, on the phone? alot, but do i post entries about it, do i say shit about it, no, because now i respect you and your privacy. you can go talkign about it to whoever you want, but that doesnt make it right for me to go tell people. and don't disagree because i know you. And sorry for being sympathetic? Your allowed to put in 4 cents if you want, but realize that sometimes you can hurt people who you doubt would have gotten hurt. And this wont effect our relationship at all, its your battle (lack of good words) against the people you talk about, im just puttin MY two cents in. i mean, it is a topic of conversation now. and i'm not against you, im against what you did. Thats a difference. alright, well i'm out, laterrr.
2005-05-04 02:16 am (UTC)
this is the last carpal tunnel comment on my part
okay gene i am not trying to argue here, all i have to say is that i didnt use the term "closet freaks" it was said to me, and i dont care where their location is that is their business. i dont have time to talk about it let alone post posters in the hall. you make it seem like everyoene wants to here this fyi they all had negative feedback which by the way i didnt exactly add to if i do say so myself.
i heard about it later than anyone i know, and it came up on the phone with zaina, a comment was posted, and well it was like an inside joke excluding that everyone already knew! infact people approached the conversation when i was with them earlier that week, the only reason this journal ever was private or friends only was because of scott and your other friends. in the past you people have made me feel like shit and now i know i dont have to take it anymore and i am just taking a stand. and gene you could tell anyone whatever you want about what i told you b.c i know you well enough to know you have atleast told one person. thats why i spared details. so just know i was in the midst of all of this i didnt start anything. so whatever and just because they are doing something adult doesnt change the fact that they are no less of a kid than any high school student.
oh yeah gene thanks for that comment in the cafeteria last week about me being annoying. word does get around, its a good thing i dont care anymore. and yeah you dont know me, time doesnt measure the depth of how well you know a person i guess ppl were right about you being twofaced. this is high school lets all just move forward.
and i do stand up for my friends hardcore but only when someone else is completely in the wrong. and i am not.
much love, amanda
they arent standing up for me they are supporting me.
...those were your thoughts and your words. i said it because i was mad at what you did in the cafeteria. your right, this isnt a fight, but that last entry you wrotre sure as hell made it seem like one.."this shouldnt affect yours and my realtionship and if it does that is really pitiful." read that, then read the comment you just posted, and tell me who might be the one acting pitiful. i was speaking my mind as you have, and "fyi" not one person has known what you told me. bye amanda, hopefully you'll see what you write as i do and realize your being completely...bitchy?
i was purposely being bitchy i even wrote it in my entry. i dont care if i actually did something wrong you dont need to talk shit to other people. it just showed them your character and i was informed the stuck up for me. i am not acting pitiful you see i guess if i have to go back and fourth over this. it was all a joke to me. and you made it some serious thing against me?! oh well you can tell ppl b/c alot of people know anyhow. "in high school nothing is a secret unless its with yourself"-sarah souede. i think thats true. i want you to understand that one day its not going to matter who had sex in a closet and bragged about it around school or who talked about it. (i found out a week after it happened and i didnt tell ne1 who didnt tell me) its going to matter the type of people you had backing you up and there for you. you dont need to go back to being an ass gene i am stating facts. and i am right. you see the difference between us is i post my personal thought on my own journal and your personal thought are also featured here, which arent greatly wanted but then again i havent blocked you yet so i dont mind. i guess i dont want akwardness i didnt make a fight i made it like hey i can stand up for myself why cant you?
much love, amanda