|guess what? i have a little something to say.
||[May. 3rd, 2005|03:31 pm]
To The People:
So I hear that certain individuals have viewed something written on my journal and/or myspace, and were not too pleased, huh? This message goes out to them. I want you to know that I am not sorry and I dont need to be lectured. And if you dont like me or care what I think then dont bother reading my journal filled with my own personal thoughts. I want you to know that from now and further more I do not care if you like or hate me. I want everyone to be happy and satisfied and there is always that hope in my mind that people all should get along with one another. I guess its been misunderstood, yes I dont want drama, but I can still say what I want. No one can control that. And yes you are right I am a bitch.
IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO ME. THEN DO IT YOURSELF
peace out homies <3amanda
Cathleen Litton-my favoritist cookie, you are sooooooo awesome and i love you to death. Thanks for everything you are like the only person i fully trusted ever in my life, I am gonna miss you to death next year.
Blais comma Brittany-I fucking love you. fo serious. I am so glad we are friends and psyched that we have a whole summer coming up. Thanks for being there honestly. AND CALL ME NOW!!! haha
Caitlin S.-umm yea you were right there was a bad start it was mostly because i never got micah and you did, and you were the girl i couldnt be and it hurt and i was a bit jealous. and i am sorry for that. and i think our personalities clashed because we probably are alot alike and well i just didnt want to look stupid and thats how you made me feel. I only try to be a bitch with someone who is seriousoly horrid towards me so i never meant anything mean towards you and even though i wrote back to your email i wanted you to know this.
Christina-I was an asshole to do that to your journal, i get a bit smartass sometimes and i do stupid shit, I just knew you never acted like a real friend to me and alot of other people either so the idea seemed reasonable at the time but it was still wrong to be like anyone else and attack you. I dont know long story short i dont want shit.
Coral- I am glad we talk sometimes now, i missed you chica and we have to hang out soooooooon.
Zaina-you changed and matured in many ways this year and I am glad for that. I am glad we have become friends and that we can share interesting convos.
Helen-dont let anyone bring you down. you are too beautiful oof a person to let that shit get to you cheer up emo kid.
STUPID PEOPLE THAT SHOULDNT BE READING THIS(and you know who you are)-youre annoying and everyone is just laughing at you.
actually its "LOOK im not as queer as you"
and, if somebody didnt want their business out of the closet (i crack myself up.)it wouldnt have been talked about to begin with. so in other words, you cant really say anything to amanda for reacting to it.
im not saying she cant react to it, she can do whatever the hell she wants, she can put an entry up about it, she can write it on the walls, she can do whatever she pleases, i never told her she couldnt, i just wanted her to know that she didnt have to do it the way she did, making fun of them, posting it all over the internet, this journal isnt exactly private or freinds only. she could have made posters about it and brought it to school, that wasnt the point though, what is, is that the way she did it or said it, wasnt exactly right.
well i can agree with you that it is never right to talk about other people. but gene, non of us are a good canidate for that conversation. "he who is without sin cast the first stone"
if you ask me, i dont think anything amanda did was horrible. she didnt make an entire journal entry about these people and post it in font 72 bold letters. she wrote a comment to her friend which by no means could be considered posting all over the internet.
and amanda needs no help from me to stick up for herself. i was just, as everyone else, adding my 2 cents.
i think this is cookie. i hate it when your right. your points were right, but amanda talking about my friends like that..(she is also or was, before that comment, wutever she decides)..it hurts them, people read it, people who are firends with my friends get mad..we talk to amanda, i just wanted amanda to be aware that she genuinely hurt those who she talked about, now they might be laughing about it, but talking about a person is never right, and theres no excuse, so im sorry amanda for talking about you.
gene i gave up along time ago i mean my friend josh has taught me that i read too much into what friends are. so i guess we will always be friends just i shouldnt care so much or whatnot. i dont particularly care if people in siberia are laughing about this. all i have to say is i only did this as controversy i love how i say one thing and people make a big deal? not really sarcastically. but i never saw you stick up for me once when i was hurt by a number of those folks, in fact as i recall you kicked me when i was down. enough of that just watch where you say things gene there are times called for this type of thing and today wasnt one of them. its good you are sorry, although you have said it enough times to me i could write a story book on it. i guess its accepted but not with jumps of joy. and even though i care about you, i dont care who ever else i may have hurt i am not being heartless i just dont need guillt i live with out regrets <3 amanda
you caught me ♥. gene i dont think you were wrong for defending your friends, because obviously i do the same thing. we both have different opinions on this topic so i dont really see it going very further. but thanks for your opinion, and im glad you apologized to amanda for talking about her. it only makes you a better person.